ok that last post is COMPLETELY REDUNDANT NOW.
its AN EXTREMELY GOOD THING!

i'm awfully glad there was no awkwardness thingy going on when i met ivan last night. i was shit scared as to how the whole thing would go la really. but it went fine. and i appreciate it alot that he made the effort. every little effort counts, and i know that. it cleared my head about alot of things. and i asked him a question that was bugging me shitloads for a very long time. i asked whether i had done anything wrong previously, and he said no.. i asked him to be honest, and he said no, it was fine. no awkward shit, no awkward silences, no ohwadtimeisitnow shit, thank YOU. glad to know that things haven't changed, and that i'm going to put in whatever i can to make it stay this way. indeed, you're special in your own way.

haha, so yes we had dinner at ichiban boshi! it was good stuff, and very filling. i was practically stuffing my face with weird slimy shit, and yes definitely ALOT OF RICE. oh my gdness ivan took this weird slimy jellyfish-like sushi, and he was chewing it for quite some time. he said it was unbreakable. LOL he swallowed it in the end. it was pretty damn amusing actually. i stuffed the thing into my mouth, and I ALMOST DIED. ivan was like talking to me but i cannot answer la, wait the sushi fall out super unglam can. it was indeed unbreakable, and spicy. i took like 2 minutes to chew it completely. sad. thou shall not stuff food into my mouth on impulse next time. he couldn't make it for fireworks cos he had a last min meeting to attend to, so i joined hongs after that. the crowd was crazy, and we waited for quite a while standing on the same spot. and it was frustrating to see ppl pushing through without a word of excuse me! we were bitching about it la seriously. quite irritating.

but it was worth the wait! the fireworks were splendid. and we stared up in awe as they lighted up the night sky. various colours and patterns. very very very beautiful. you could hear the "ooh" and the "ahhh" from the crowd, which clearly enjoyed the spectacle. i felt like i was a kid all over again... im a very happy girl. :)
oh and i bumped into pc,maybelline and shuwen! i was very happy to see them again. we've kinda drifted, but we're gonna meet up soon for squash! :)

thank you hongs alvin ade christian for the great company last night! the bitching, the spasticity, the laughter, the teasing, and the vulgarities were very much appreciated. i always have great fun with you guys!

haha, im not in the mood for spicing up my blog entry so its gonna be simple and sweet.
so there.